i don't have a lot to say these days. and i don't really know why. usually i have a lot running around in my head, and i usually can journal about it and get it off my chest. but these days, it is like beating a dead horse. the same thing in my head all the time. nothing is new. and talking about it is just boring because there is nothing to say.
i am in limbo. i am on hold. i am waiting. and i'm not the most patient person in the world.
june 6th is next week. and if i don't get good news, it is possible i may not feel like journaling about it.
i'm starting to wonder why i even blog in the first place.