Thursday, May 31, 2007

on hold

so...

i don't have a lot to say these days. and i don't really know why. usually i have a lot running around in my head, and i usually can journal about it and get it off my chest. but these days, it is like beating a dead horse. the same thing in my head all the time. nothing is new. and talking about it is just boring because there is nothing to say.

i am in limbo. i am on hold. i am waiting. and i'm not the most patient person in the world.

june 6th is next week. and if i don't get good news, it is possible i may not feel like journaling about it.

i'm starting to wonder why i even blog in the first place.

5 comments:

bhd said...

Who cares why you blog? Just keep doing it. It keeps us in touch and you can go back and look at how you've been feeling and maybe figure out why.

*hugs*

Lynne said...

Don't stop blogging. Write about good things, bad things - anything. Good news, bad news. It's a place to vent and get it all out.

Mississippi Songbird said...

Hey, What's going on in the soaps? I haven't gotten to see them lately..lol


Bunches of hugs....

melanie said...

its all words in space but a great exercise. I know all about the limbo thing.

you do what makes you comfortable. the rest will follow. Its the weekend for gosh sake!

token said...

I'll be thinking of you while under anesthesia even---be sure to think of me!